Over the last few days, I attended an event called Awaken Your Highest Self – and I can honestly say, it was one of the most profound experiences of my life. It wasn’t just about mindset or motivation. It was about remembering who I really am beneath the conditioning, the pain, the protective walls I didn’t even realise I’d built.

Each day peeled back another layer. It wasn’t always comfortable, but it was always necessary.

Day 1: The Return to Authenticity

I was reminded that the most beautiful journey we can take is the one back to ourselves.

We spoke of fear, grief, guilt and shame – how they live in the body and shape the life we lead until we choose to face them. I realised I’d been filtering my presence, toning myself down, fearing judgment, and in doing so, disconnecting from the very life I longed to live.

The breakthrough came when I acknowledged something I’ve long avoided – my first 30 years in Norway. So much pain. So many losses. And yet, nestled within them, joy too. To truly move forward, I need to honour it all: forgive it, love it, and accept it as part of my story, not a weight, but a root.

Day 2: The Body Remembers. So Must I

This was the day of energetic forgiveness – of healing through emotion, not just intellect.

During a powerful breathwork session, my Highest Self came to comfort little Kiran – the version of me who had longed for love, protection and safety. I forgave my parents for not being able to offer what they didn’t receive themselves. I forgave past lovers who left wounds. I forgave myself for all the ways I abandoned my own needs just to feel worthy.

I realised how deeply the pain I carried for my parents was mirrored in how I treated myself. I also had an important realisation: my best financial months came when I was fully embodied – joyful, creative, at peace. That alignment was no accident. That’s the energetic frequency of abundance.

Day 3: The Rebirth

I danced fully. I crowd-jumped – and let myself be caught. These may seem like small things, but to me, they were acts of liberation. They were my body saying, “It’s safe now.”

I learned that true abundance comes when we are open to receiving. That money is not just a number – it’s deeply connected to our mother wound and our ability to feel worthy of care, ease, and rest.

One of the most emotional moments was during the masculine healing exercise. We offered words of love and validation to the men in the room to heal the wounded masculine within ourselves. I thought of my brothers, Raja and Sonny, and how neither of us grew up hearing we were loved. I called Sonny afterwards, tearful, and told him everything he needed to hear as a child. He felt it. I know he did.

I ended the event by holding every version of myself – the child, the teen, the adult – and offering them love, not from a place of fixing but from wholeness.

Integration: Coming Home to Myself

These three days cracked me open in the most beautiful way. I don’t feel like a new person. I feel like myself – the self I was before the world told me who to be.

Moving forward, I choose to create from flow, not force. I choose to show up in my business from my feminine, with my masculine gently holding the container. I choose to prioritise alignment over hustle, embodiment over perfection.

I’ve remembered that everything I seek is already within me. Now, I get to live from that truth.

And to you, if you’re reading this and on your own journey, know that you are not behind. You are not broken. You are returning. And there is magic in that.

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